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If people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody who left. The bible said that, "...they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1John 2:19]..."

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Friday, June 06, 2008

DEMYSTIFIED


The world we live in is cruel and unforgiving. Where people can only exist in it or get out of it. For most, giving into the cruelty gives them a semblance of "owning" their lives". Of getting what they want out of life.

I have to say, this world is not meant for me. I care too much. For years I have labored in putting up and maintaining walls so as not to feely anything. Not to care. No real happiness, but atleast no hurt or pain as well.

I cant give up on this world though, its the only one I have. I just wish time would hurry up. Coz I've let my walls down sometime back and I've never felt happier but the hurt overwhelms everything else. It's taking me forever to build another.

I was never a lucky gambler. The art of poker face eludes me.

I'm trying to put up my wall again. Something stronger than ever. Something that wont budge just because of a sliver of hope promising rainbows.

I refuse to change who I am just because people dont like me. I will not hide what I feel just so people would not walk away from me. If people do not see that there is something more to the ugliness they see of me, then there's no reason to think who I am would ever mean anything.

Keep painting your worlds, just dont come near my walls.




glorificus | 01:27 am | Wanna say sumthin'? |


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Monday, May 19, 2008

Bye..


Think of Me

Think of me,
Think of me fondly,
When we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while
Please promise me you'll try.

When you find that, once again,
You long to take your heart
Back and be free -
If you ever find a moment,
Spare a thought for me...

Think of all the things
We've shared and seen -
Don't think about the things
Think Of Me lyrics on
Which might have been...

Think of me,
Think of me waking, silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard
To put you from my mind.

Recall those days,
Look back on all those times,
Think of the things we'll never do -
There will never be a day,
When I won't think of you...




glorificus | 06:04 am | Wanna say sumthin'? |


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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

On A Friendship


I know what I'm wishing for but I need to stop. Being by myself used to be so easy. Simpler. More comfortable.

What has changed.. alot of things.. Things that normally grow or should I say grow apart when there is that proverbial great divide. Doesn't really matter what comes between you, it's just note worthy that something's there.

It's the part where you have to accept and give up trying to keep everything the same that comes as a struggle. Like birth pains (I think).

Better to give it one big push and get it over with than let it stall and give you that regular cramp.

No one's to blame. Life moves and so should people. But its never easy to let go of the nice things. Should it always be this way? or is it just me?

Am I just too massochistic that I always have to do things the hard way? To settle for drama? Or maybe I just dont think that I deserve to be a little happier.

I don't feel anger. Sadness, yes. I see what I'm losing and I try so damn hard to save it. But the harder I try, the more it slips away from me.

We've worked hard on this. You try to give as much as I ask (and I know I always ask for too much) but I would never wish to keep you from where your life ought to be.. As much as being near you makes me happy, knowing you're happy makes me happier.

 




glorificus | 12:57 pm | Wanna say sumthin'? |


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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

In My Life


By the Beatles ~ but for now I own this song:

There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more




glorificus | 06:08 pm | Wanna say sumthin'? |


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Monday, January 28, 2008

Dilemma


I began Sunday with a friend of mine lounging for an hour at Starbucks. In between sips of her Latte and occassional comments on the caucasian men spending their time alone in the cafe shop (which I don't really have time for), my friend who's a big fan of Smallville dished me a question:

"If you were a Smallville character, would you rather be Lana, Louise, or Chloe?"

Ofcourse I didn't get to answer outright. I was still trying to digest how girly the question was, and the chatter box that she is couldn't help answering the question herself. "I wanna be Lana, the first love.. it never dies.."

I laughed instead of rolling my eyes thinking I should be thankful someone gets to be the "talker". But my answer gained me just that from her. "As always you would rather be the girl at the background."

What's wrong with Chloe? I'd rather be Chloe. Coz if I can't have both and had to chose between being the love of someone's life who could never really stay, against a friend who would always be there, I'd chose the latter.

Besides, superman doesn't need a resident damselle (haha, me a damselle!) in distress. He already has the entire world for it.

 




glorificus | 09:04 pm | Wanna say sumthin'? |


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Sunday, December 16, 2007

The Road Home


Yeeeyyy!!!!

I'm finally getting a chance to go on a holiday home. Really awesome. Even if its just for 6 days, atleast I get to spend Christmas the way I like it. Cold but not wet - the weather I mean. Hahaha!!!

Happy Holidays to everybody!




glorificus | 12:22 pm | Wanna say sumthin'? |


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Sunday, November 25, 2007

My Musings


Fill Her
Eraserheads - Cutterpillow Album

You don't need to live
It seems a bit naive

No need to disagree
Or seek my history

You're staring at my soul
My sanity you stole

But then I knew all along
That anything could go wrong

Though I can't see you
I can feel you
I'm so glad you opened the door

And when I get near
All my fears disappear
And I won't be alone anymore

Hmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmm
Hmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmm




glorificus | 03:57 pm | Wanna say sumthin'? |


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